This is as quiet as it gets, hush down now, go to sleep.. We were once perfect, me and you.. we'll never leave this room

You're immature, alone, and self conscious, I suggest you get a life. Why is it that you insist upon talking shit? Is it really worth it? It seems that every time I confront you, you become a coward. Stop being a bitch, and get over yourself, or own up and say it to my face.  

"What are you thinking about?"

Well here's a taste, lets see if you can swallow this...

I'm giving everything inside of me.. I remember this feeling and it hurts like hell. Tell me something, something true, something I can rest my head on because lately I'm so tired. I'm tired of trying, tired of living, tired of giving, most of all I'm tired of being second best. Give her up, or give up on me, just give up on something because it's all too much to bear. It may sound selfish, but if you only felt what I did, maybe you'd understand. Or maybe you're not understanding at all unlike me. Understanding... "you're so understanding".. well where does that get me? I get placed aside because I'm sympathetic to your feelings and your actions. So lets flip this around and place you in my shoes, doesn't seem so fair right now does it? Well it wasn't fair to begin with, but as long as you sleep well at night, what does it matter? Maybe I'm second guessing myself, or maybe, just maybe I'm right.

My head's spinning around and everything time a moment of clarity is found, it's always you. My heart is on my sleeve, and if you won't take it, then let me know before it falls. I've picked up the pieces too many times and I doubt I'll be capable of doing it again. So take me as I am, and expect more in return. Don't make me give you everything right now, I'll have nothing left once you make your choice.. That's if you ever do.

I got a car, oh yes i did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH! It's old and not to great, but oh well bitches, i got a fucking car!!!

He makes me so happy

Could it be that I'm feeling xxxx.....

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Happy New Years Bitches!

*2005*

-Crazy, Fucked Up, Drunken Nights, Drunken Mornings, Lust, Love, Heart-break, Big Secrets, Big Dreams, Fun In the Sun, Avalon, Awesome Parties, Weird People, Bug Bites, Late Nights, Arrests, Crushes, Regrets, Car Rides, iPod, Flip-Flops, Mini Skirts, BMA, Car Crashes, Tears Shed, Petty Fights, True Friends, New Friends, Fetal Pigs, Break-Ups, Make-Ups, Finding Myself, Losing Myself-

It was one hell of a year, however, this one will be better!

"What? I disappear in a car and everyone leaves?"

"Are you trickin' me?"

"It's not my intention, I just don't pay attention."

"You can pull out!"

"Juicy Cox"

"I was so high, it felt normal."

haha, I have some of the best-craziest-hottest friends.

R.I.P. Ashley, we're still thinking about you.